This whole endeavour is becoming very cumbersome! I'm am so more than ready to just go back to The Maritimes. I should have just done what I was first thinking of instead of coming back to school. I was worried about the effort and hard work it would take to get back to a level of violin that I would feel right about teaching students. But the amount of work would have been trivial compared to this!
I think I need to do some real deep soul searching this spring. I just want to teach music and write. Not be humiliated in class. Getting very tired of all the shit. Seriously!