Slacking

I totally need to blog more ...
AHAHAHAHAHA
... after NaNo!

Unpacked and Disorganized (edited and reposted)

So I am back … y...a...yyyyy… BUT it shouldn’t be too bad. It’s a good job with nice flexibility and fabulous bosses, who I only see at coffee breaks. I’m just feeling a little down about knowing I am stuck here for a set amount of time. My suitcases are unpacked and put away for the first time in over 5 years. It feels a little weird not to have them near.

On the ‘Me’ side, well I'm trying to find my comfy spot here and settle in for the winter (maybe longer). Mostly I have to find things to do at home since I am still too terrified to drive in the winter, since my accident. I only go somewhere if I absolutely have to and I stay home if it's snowing more than a few flurries. I joined my dance again, so that'll get me out of the house, it's right after work, so I'm in town anyway. As for home things ... I have my elliptical, my books, my violin and guitar. I am also getting back into my lovely HPKCHC (if you don’t know what that is, you are missing out!).

My brother just went back home. It was nice having him here. We went on 3-4 hour drives through the country (with coffees and raspberry milkshakes) on various days. (I think one day we made it to 3PBH!) We just hung out a lot and talked and made things with Pixel Blocks, which we bought at a cool little store that opened below his old apartment. This led to me promising him a knitted blanket that looked like one of the creations we put together. It was a good visit and I'm looking forward to the next one. Hopefully it'll be me travelling soon ... but not before this work term ends. It'll go fast I'm sure ... right?  RIGHT?

Last Day

GOOOOOOOD MORNING CIRCLE SQUARE!!
::shudders slightly:: I woke up to a dream yelling that at me. But not even tortured Ranch memories can infect my light today! TODAY IS MY LAST DAY! That's right .. in less than 7 hours I will hold my head high and walk out of Hell. This time, possibly not to return.

"Yea right," you say.

But no, this time is different from the others. Everytime I have manged to get away before, I really had no where else to go. This time I do. Come this September I am moving to a new city (yes again .. I know .. ) but I am making a huge life change. I am going back to school to study opticianry. So I am completely changing career fields .. that is why I know I won't be coming back to the forestry! ... the only exception ... is there might be 1 month of work later in the summer ... so that's not horrible .. and I will suffer through the poison of this place to have less of a loan owing after school.

I HAVE SUPER POWERS!

Well ... almost. I am just waiting for them to materialize. See I got an electric shock to the brain yesterday … and OMG! It hurt like hell! My brain hurt for several hours after and a monster headache followed that. I haven’t felt quite right in the head since (my dad says I never have been) … but there is still a dull ache inside my head … and I think my brain is changing … and we all know what that means! That’s right! The electricity awakened a part of my brain that normally lies dormant in people and is coming into its own … so sometime in the next few days I believe my powers will awaken.