Tuesday, August 21, 2012

How the 'eff is it the end of August!?!?

It's been intense lately. So intense that I had to leave the woods and stick closer to the house over the last while. The storms that have been rolling through here have been absolutely fabulous! Lots of poor trees have lost their lives these past few weeks.

There's about a week left here for me to pack before I have to return to the "big city". I'm so gonna miss the forest, country roads, and the gentle sounds of nature. I'm hoping this year, I can be more grounded, and mentally ... well, more stable. Last year was extremely trying. I won't even have my brother near me for support this time, as he is going to be in Australia. So, I'm going to try and keep myself busy ... but more balanced. I NEED to keep a time every week for me to still be creative and such. I think that was a HUGE part of the inability to deal last year; that and the extreme loneliness. And without my brother I may be even more lonely. BUT, I'm not going to let myself hide myself in a hole this time. I have a whole list of things to do when I start feeling like I'm just not going to make it. One of those things is to keep up on my blogging and in my forums.

I knew summer would fly by ... but I just can't accept it's the 21st of August ... well only a few hours from the 22nd.